
12/21/2024
Today I am struggling. I see the comments about what a crap mom I am, from people who I cared about. How can I have spent so much time away from them? How can I film the documentary next year?
"For someone who says she loves her kids she sure finds reasons to be away from them."
This cut deeper than any comment about money. I love my children beyond measure. This was our path to meaningful employment for Tyler. This was our way to give him a future that we had some small semblance of control over. He's not going to grow out of autism and the world is not built for him. I was trying to build a small corner of our world that was made for him.
Women cutting other women down is horrible. Attacking them as a mother is plain gross. Don't we have enough struggles? We already struggle as moms to find a delicate balance of being a person, having dreams, making something bigger and being the mom we all want to be.
If someone cut you down, even if it was yourself I hope you hear this:
YOUR CHILDREN KNOW YOU LOVE THEM. THE KIDS ARE OK & YOU DESERVE TO DREAM.