09/16/2026
This has become our morning routine. I drink coffee on the biomat and update my phone journal about what happened the day before, because at this point in life it’s nearly impossible to remember what happened when. Caroline relaxes in between my legs until she gets too warm and gets restless or I get too sweaty from the combination of the heat from her and from the biomat. A part of my worries that making her an even bigger part of my routine will make it harder to lose her but of course I know I will be broken into a million pieces when she leaves, regardless of how much time we spend together, so I cherish this additional cuddle time. 💜