
08/12/2025
I eventually had to move out last year with my kids because i couldn’t take it anymore. Emotional unavailability, sexually unavailable, physically no , the loneliest of my days have been in marriage. Feeling unappreciated, neglected & his family put me through hell. They’ve never even seen these beautiful children God has given me. The last we slept together was Nov 2022 which brought forth my daughter. In all I’ve been there . When I complain, I’m the nagging wife . Everything I ask of him , he does outside! The love , attention, wanting to be seen. I cloned his phone & saw everything. I have become very vengeful & really feel like taking a revenge on him for wasting my time & all but the fear of God is holding me back Right now I want to relocate. I wish to go far away. I’m very very intelligent & ambitious. I live with regrets everyday , maybe if I didn’t marry , I’d have been in a better position. I wake up with resentment & anger everyday. I’ve started seeing a psychologist because depression has devoured me. I started hallucinating. If my daughter is in school, I’ll hear her crying in the bedroom only to rush there & realize she’s not there. My story is long . I get suicidal everyday. I just want to go far away & start life again . In all honesty, never for once have I looked at another man. He clearly told me he’s not certain he wants the marriage again . I’m holding back on revenge . That’s not who I am . I want to pick up my life again. I aspire to be a lawyer. My family has been supportive but I’m deeply hurt beyond . It hurts . It really hurts how I chose to start from scratch with a man at that age. I built my whole life around my home because I’m family oriented. Now I want to talk to new people . Before I drown in my sorrow. My family is willing to help me relocate to Germany so I can start my life again . My mum is willing to take care of the kids so I can pick up my life again but we don’t know how to go about it to avoid getting scammed . I lost my job when I had my daughter due to complications from CS in 2023. Tried everything possible to get another one but it’s not working. It’s even more frustrating. I’m ready to relocate. Your audience should help me with genuine pathways for relocation. The agent we got says 8000 euros . We’re afraid to get scammed. Please help.