07/24/2025
I feel like I’m crazy but no one has the heart to say,
like I’ve finally lost my marbles and all good sense has washed away.
So I pray to a GOD I’m not even sure is there,
looking for some hope but no one seems to have any left to spare.
Endless journeys to the darkest depths of my mind,
searching for a peace that seems so hard to find.
Every day I fight so hard just to make things right,
just to face endless doubts as I lie awake at night.
Then there’s the demons at war behind my eyes,
I look for excuses but I’ve used up my alibis.
Missing the people I never even got to tell goodbye,
thinking of the answers I’d give if they ever asked me why.
I made some decisions I cannot seem to justify,
but to say I was wrong is not what I meant to imply.
Cause the cold hard fact is I’m out of tears to cry,
so as I dig deeper in my mind all I can do is sigh.
I feel like I’m crazy and no one has the heart to say,
and I can’t help but wonder if it matters anyway...
