10/02/2025
💔 This is hard for me to share, but my prayer is that in my vulnerability, someone else might find healing.
About a year ago, I walked through something that shook me to my core. Out of love and compassion, I invested months of my heart, prayers, and healing into someone I believed was a survivor of deep trauma—only to find out later that it may have all been a lie. The timing was devastating, coming just days after my mother passed away. I cannot put into words the heartbreak, the confusion, and the questions I cried out to God in that season.
The truth is, when we’ve already walked through pain, betrayal can cut even deeper. For months, I wrestled with fear, trust, and even my relationship with the Lord. I found myself asking: “God, why would you allow this when you know how fragile I am?”
But here’s what I’ve learned: vulnerability is risky. It opens the door to hurt—but it also opens the door to healing. Every time we choose to show up authentically, we give God space to use our story for His glory and for someone else’s freedom.
Yes, it’s scary. Yes, it costs something. But isn’t that what Jesus modeled? He came for the broken, the hurting, the ones in need of a physician. And sometimes He asks us to do the same. I asked myself a question today… if you hard it to do all over what would you do? My answer “Nothing, because you know the truth. Your heart was in the right place and you did it out of love” I would do it again if I knew someone might have hope that healing can come through the hands of a good God!
So today, I’m choosing to release the fear, to trust God with my story, and to believe that even in the middle of pain, He can create purpose. If you’ve been hurt, betrayed, or left wondering “why,” please know this—you are not alone, and God still sees you.
I have choose to let go of the need for answers from God and I am finding peace at the alter of his will and not my own.
🌿 Healing begins when we dare to be honest—with ourselves, with others, and with the Lord.
