11/06/2025
Dear Younger Self,
You hate it when people say to you,"oh, you're just lost. You'll find your way with time." And here's the thing, 10 years have past and people are still saying the same thing to you. But, they were right back then and maybe still right today.
Time is a funny thing. We, humans, made it up and change it twice a year because we can. But, here's the thing, your life in this body, born with this privilege, and this opportunity to share your musings with the world will come and go. As bleak as this sounds, I know you are making the most of every second.
I'm proud of you for that.
Don't change that in you.
I know, right now, you are sleeping in a tent on the side of the road, or the back of Mercury Mariner that you can't fully lay down in, just so you can see as much of the world as possible, but take a little bit more time in each spot. Breath, sip tea, watch the sun move across the sky, and keep talking with strangers.
Keep following your passion for writing and photography. It is going to be your key to seeing the world. You're going to travel above the arctic circle to watch the northern lights. You're going to cruise below the antarctic circle, with Mom, while seeking stories to tell around luxury tourism and avian flu. All of this will come, in time, if you remain consistent.
There will be many nights where you cry yourself to sleep alone, feeling like a failure, a waste of life, but this is part of YOUR process. It will hurt, badly, but find those little moments that bring you joy.
And, yes, to answer your long standing question:
If you plan spontaneous time into your calendar, it is still spontaneous.
Stay inquisitive,
Dalton