12/23/2025
My boyfriend came home tonight and said it looks like I still haven't finished it. I've been working on this desk for three weeks now, sanding it down after work and carefully applying each coat of paint and stain. I was so proud of how the copper metallic drawers turned out against the black base; I thought it looked elegant and sophisticated. But when he walked in, the first thing he said was, 'Oh, you're still messing around with that old thing? When are you actually going to finish a project?' He didn't even look at the detail work I put into those drawer fronts or notice how I salvaged all the original hardware. He never supports my projects. When I started selling my furniture flips, he said it was 'cute' but not a real business. When I set up my shop, he rolled his eyes and said I was wasting time. Even when I made my first sale, he just shrugged and said 'lucky.' Now I'm sitting here staring at this desk, wondering if I'm delusional. Maybe it does look unfinished. Maybe I'm not good at this. Maybe I should just give up on selling anything online and stop pretending I have any artistic talent. I don't know if I'm making pretty things or if I'm just fooling myself. Should I even bother finishing it? Should I keep trying to sell my work, or is he right that it's just a waste of time? I feel so stupid for being excited about it earlier.