09/02/2025
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Dean asked me today, as we were moving the last of our things “Why do we always struggle? Why are we struggling so much right now?”
I told him that it just means when we finally get through this, we’ll really appreciate the success that comes our way and that it’s all about the journey.
This past month has been the hardest move we’ve ever gone through, mentally and emotionally. Honestly, I don’t know if this is the right thing for us or for my family, but I’m doing what I think is best right now. I’m trying so hard not to think negatively, because I know if I let myself go down that road, I’ll just get depressed and shut down.
What makes it even harder is being surrounded by so much negativity while trying to be the one holding on to hope. We literally have our entire home packed into storage, and having to throw away things we love because nothing fits has been heartbreaking and frustrating.
I know this is turning into more of a vent than anything, but I just needed to share where I’m at. I’m really sad right now about a lot of things.
Thank you to everyone who continues to support me and my family during this tough time. It truly means more than you know and right now, it’s one of the only things keeping me going. ❤️