Alfred Bills

07/18/2025

Shall be well

07/18/2025

Good one keep it

04/23/2025

04/23/2025

A lot has happened to me since I finished uni.

Frustration, anxiety, pains, depression and every form of dark energy can be used to describe my life between 2022 - 2024. Physically, I look troubled and many love ones expressed concerns if i was sick.

A very energetic, positive guy like me couldn’t go even a minute without thinking of all the fears especially the fear of failure. I was plunged so deep into darkness, I began losing part of me: My Faith in God.

I couldn’t feel the presence of God no matter how much I tried. God has left to my own fate I guess so I stopped trying at a point. And the things of God sound so sour to my ears. I don’t know why God upon all His grace over my life will leave me to figure it out myself.

I started exploring the power of the self. My own strength, abilities, knowledge, hardworking and savings replaced God. For a while it felt good to save some good money but I was getting 🥱. I was disconnected from God out of anger and I loved it.

But entering into 2025 I knew I can’t continue this way. I took a stock of my own life and I realized that my ladder is leaning on the wrong wall.

For the first time in 3 years i prayed, I listened to Worship songs, I read the Bible and my spirit was ignited out of the blue. I loved this, I missed this feeling. I started doing it the praying the more and days to weeks I started seeing the hand of God in the most strangest way ever.

I moved from a desert to the pastures. I moved from a construction site to the office. And I keep hearing this small voice saying be still and know that I am with you. I’ll take you places you’ve never dreamt of.

To y’all struggling with your faith, talk to Jesus, He’s ready to take on your burdens.

04/12/2025

Nice one

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03/24/2025

What😢😢