Pondoff's Anonymous

Pondoff's Anonymous Podcast network focusing on addiction, alcoholism and sustainable recovery. Mission Statement: To F**king Help People. How? Write. I can’t sing. I can’t dance. Here.

Pretty simple stupid stuff here, y’all… to help.

…To help anyone who may be struggling with grief and / or alcoholism. Well… for now… the only way I know how. I can’t act. I can model a bit here and there but at 32 (almost 33) I’m a little out of my prime. I mean I still look good as f**k in a pair of boxer briefs but it’s really become a young man’s game… and I’m okay with that. Let ‘em earn. Bu

t I can write… so I’ll write. I promise to be real. I promise to be authentic. I promise I am not perfect. I’ll write a couple times a month… sharing glimpses of my journey through grief and alcoholism in an online journal… in efforts to demonstrate that the biggest fear for people desperately seeking to escape the grips of G&A is as tough and as real as that monster in the closet…

You are not alone. You are not alone. We are NEVER f**king alone. I promise.

…and throughout my journal entries… throughout these weekly or bi-weekly posts online… I pray and hope that I can articulate this to as many people that are willing to listen. We are not alone. There are no f**king monsters in the closet. I’ll show you. So what say you? Can we do this? You bet your ass we can. And speaking of ‘we’… sharing this story of mine... in a journal format... is pretty f**king personal. Right? Right. So with that comes the anxiety of exposure and vulnerability… It also opens the floodgates to possible character attacks, underserved (and maybe some deserved) judgement, and the potential to develop a cult-like following primarily made up of beautiful, witty, twenty-something year-old women with an insatiable appetite for my dad bod… in my boxer briefs. Needless to say... there's a little bit on the line here... and if any, or all three, of the aforementioned circumstances happen to be a bi-product of this 'big mouth' 'talk-too-much' tell-almost-all journal (that happens to be pretty feminine but it’s okay because I'm a man's man) than I'm going to go ahead and need it to help someone. So feel free to let it help you. After all… you will be bailing me out from poppin’ peaches all day like freakin’ tic-tacs to combat the never-ending stomach knots that comes with this anxious, apprehensive territory… which wouldn’t be very sober. So thanks! God Bless, y'all. (…even the haters)

Chris Pondoff (NA911)

*Checked into rehab for alcoholism: 03-25-14

06/14/2026

It was an honor and a pleasure being with the community at Free tonight in Denver.

Absolutely life-f***ing-giving.

Let us Pray. 🙏 👊

-Chris

"Maybe I Need An Empty Drawer"Today on Episode 19 of Needed To Hear That, Chaz and Chris talk all about having too many ...
06/12/2026

"Maybe I Need An Empty Drawer"

Today on Episode 19 of Needed To Hear That, Chaz and Chris talk all about having too many irons in the fire. Ever felt like you're doing too much? Had trouble balancing ambition and burnout? Self-neglect while still feeling like you're not doing enough?

Check out today's Needed To Heart That on YouTube, Spotify, & Apple Podcasts.

06/11/2026

Iggy has some words of advice when it comes to Zoë offering up foot pics to new subscribers.

PAFO Plus Episode 8 with Iggy Strode out now on the Pondoff's Anonymous YouTube page.Iggy gives his thoughts on Chris's ...
06/11/2026

PAFO Plus Episode 8 with Iggy Strode out now on the Pondoff's Anonymous YouTube page.

Iggy gives his thoughts on Chris's humble pie moment in line at the airport, Zoë offering feet pics for new subscribers, and KG's Napa fast food buffet.

Check it out now over on YouTube.

Can’t wait!
06/11/2026

Can’t wait!

THIS SATURDAY 5pm & 7pm

We’re excited to welcome our friend, Chris Pondoff from St. Louis! He recently launched “Underground Recovery Community”—inspired by FREE. He’s gonna share an encouraging word about the lasting impact of FREE’s mission and why the ripple effect matters.
Christopher Pondoff

Ashley (Chris' wife) will join us as our Guest Storyteller. Ashley is a Loved One who spent years believing she had already reached her highest level of happiness and that "this is as good as it gets." But God had something more in mind. After three unmistakable invitations to deeper healing, Ashley finally said yes, and discovered a level of joy & wholeness she never imagined possible.
Ashley Mooring Pondoff

Can’t wait to see you Saturday! Love y’all.

Grace & Peace,
ryan

06/10/2026

Sometimes, life serves you a nice big slice of humble pie in the form of a spilled cold brew while waiting to board your flight with boarding assignment A-1.

I am really excited for you all to hear from my good buddy, Tim Moore, tonight at Underground! Tim knew early on that ha...
06/10/2026

I am really excited for you all to hear from my good buddy, Tim Moore, tonight at Underground!

Tim knew early on that hard liquor didn’t agree with him - so he switched to beer.

And he fell in f***ing love with it.

So much so that his lifelong dream was to run a brewery as a brewmaster.

Come hear his story from brewmaster in Tennessee - to treatment - to working the rooms now for almost 3yrs.

Also, we’ll talk little bit about of “Seeds of Light” tonight - and how planting these seeds will light the way for those that haven’t found us yet.

LIT up! Come on out! And bring a friend!

Let us Pray.

When:
5:30 - (coffee is ready!)
6pm - Let’s Roll
6:50 - Cig and a Slice (free pizza!)
715 - Meetings on Campus (AA, ACA, URC 12 Step, URC For Loved Ones, N.B.A.)

*FREE PIZZA AND FREE CHILDCARE PROVIDED!

Where:
2360 McCausland Ave, St. Louis, MO 63143

06/10/2026

KG's flight home from Northern California had him feelin' all types of ways and no one is safe, especially children.

Check out Episode 22: "Thiccc With Three C's" out now on YouTube, Spotify, and Apple Podcasts.

The PAFO crew is back together after KG's time in Napa.Airplane etiquette. Bachelorette parties. Guerilla filmmaking. ...
06/10/2026

The PAFO crew is back together after KG's time in Napa.

Airplane etiquette. Bachelorette parties. Guerilla filmmaking. And the lore of the Denver airport.

Episode 22 "Thiccc With Three C's" is out now on YouTube, Spotify, and Apple Podcasts.

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2360 McCausland Ave.
St. Louis, MO
63143

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