01/10/2026
Sorry I have been rather quiet for a few weeks! I have moments where I talk a lot and then I go quiet!
I’m struggling guys! Struggling huge! I have had migraines or headaches every day! Today I was vomiting and had to leave work early! I’m not sure if it’s new meds or what!
But, here’s why I’m super quiet! I don’t normally talk politics on my page but what’s going on in this world isn’t political, it’s morals and we are losing them every moment! Some of the nasty filth comments I have seen lately, I just can’t keep quiet.
We are blowing up vessels, kidnapping presidents, bombing places, we have ICE murdering people, like we are being told we gonna go to war with Mexico and Greenland at the same time! My worrying ass is scared! I have a hard time enjoying most things because this is constantly on my mind! I’ve been eating my feelings, didn’t do my step bet, I just can’t concentrate on most things!
I don’t know is this is from my autism, my bipolar, depression or anxiety, all I know is my brain never stops!
If you don’t know, I am in a same s*x relationship, my kids are half white-half Mexican, I have many people of color in my family, my partner is disabled and we have struggled financially in our past almost 16 years of being together! But even the other million things that don’t affect me, I still care and worry about! I don’t use snap, but it should never be held as a bargaining chip! Health insurance should be a right for everyone! The way ICE is treating people in their Rambo outfits and their masks on their face, make me so disgusted. I probably have no worry with them, but that doesn’t matter!
I do protest and fight for what I believe in! And I realized I never say a word on my page, and maybe in fear of losing my friends on here! But I can’t keep doing that! It’s eating me alive too!
But just know as much as I will fight for things that don’t affect me, I would do the same if someone was trying to take away your right to worship, your right to who you could marry, just any of it! I feel like as long as you aren’t hurting others, you have the right to live your authentic life and I wouldn’t want you to lose any of those rights!
If I’m not for you, that’s ok! You absolutely do not have to follow or engage with me! But I am me, and I’m going to continue to be me regardless of who approves 🩷🩷