07/23/2025
Today truly felt like the worst birthday should be celebrating harder because the beginning of the golden age of life hit me soon I be seeing menopause. I'm homeless without anything money, a home , medical insurance, a pet . Can't even get clothes I want, everything breaks have to replace stuff often. Government wants to take EBT away from me. My husband is abusive and makes fun of my loses but apologizes later. Chose to fix storage then take care of me for my birthday. Hell cancelled the motel I wanted for tonight and that motel took his money no refund. My bags broke 3x complete online stranger from tiktok paid for my birthday dinner tonight, clothes and a new bag for me. Did freebies most the morning. Being 40 feels like the truth I gonna end up dead out here never knowin life but constantly going to a ghetto library to charge, barely enough sleep at night and hungry bc my husband rather spend all his money plus the EBT then do anything to save. Happy birthday to me welcome to HELL and the end of my life 😔 plus makes it worse was almost r***d while my husband was asleep say before my bday im ok he tried to get close but I woke up my husband and he disappeared and I called the police. Then f**kinnn OZZY the ozman cometh Osbourne dies on my birthday howww I take that to mind WTF Rest in Peace Prince of Darkness rest well say hi to my dad for me 🌹 Ozzy Osbourne