02/16/2025
I was raised in Streetsboro, Ohio—a place that, for better or worse, I still consider my hometown. Not just the town I grew up in, but the one that shaped me. The one that, no matter how far I go, still feels like home.
But here’s the thing—very few are left.
No family. Few old friends. So very few of the people I once knew so well that I could recognize them just by their silhouette. Streetsboro isn’t just a place of the past for me—it’s a town full of ghosts.
“Nothing but the dead and dying back in my little town.”
Paul Simon’s “My Little Town” has never felt more personal than it does now. It’s not just a song about disillusionment or breaking free—it’s about looking back and realizing that sometimes, there’s nothing left to go back to.
The music itself is haunting, brooding, and deeply atmospheric, a stark departure from the softer folk-rock harmonies of Simon & Garfunkel’s earlier work. The track was released in 1975 as a rare reunion between Paul Simon and Art Garfunkel, appearing on both Simon’s Still Crazy After All These Years album and Garfunkel’s Breakaway album.
Despite its dark, heavy tone, the song resonated with listeners, proving that not all hits had to be upbeat or nostalgic. It was a commercial success, peaking at #9 on the Billboard Hot 100, but unlike some of Simon & Garfunkel’s earlier anthems, it wasn’t a song people sang along to—it was a song people felt.
Instead of warm nostalgia, My Little Town is drenched in melancholy and tension, mirroring the song’s themes of disillusionment and emotional isolation.
It feels like a place that’s closing in on you. And in many ways, my little hometown of Streetsboro feels a lot like that.
Over the years, as Streetsboro has changed and grown, I’ve watched from a distance, and this song has remained the soundtrack to my memories.
Unlike Simon & Garfunkel’s usual pastoral, harmony-driven folk tunes, My Little Town feels cinematic, like a slow-moving storm. It’s not a song about escaping with hope—it’s a song about looking back and realizing that even if you escape physically, the ghosts of your past stay with you.
The music captures the cold, gray reality of life—where ambition fades, dreams stall, and the only thing that truly moves forward is time itself.
It’s a haunting feeling—standing in the middle of your hometown, looking around, and realizing that it’s not home anymore.
On the edge of my little town sits Evergreen Cemetery. That’s where my mom and dad’s remains have rested since Mom passed in 1986 and Dad in 1992. And they’re not alone.
One by one, the familiar faces I knew—the people who once filled the homes, the churches, the classrooms—are gone. Leaving only headstones and memories. I’ve watched the cemetery grow.
Respected adults. Teachers. A former mayor. My elementary school principal. The parents of my classmates and friends. And as time has passed, I now see friends I grew up with resting there, too.
The pandemic added a few more. And then there are the ones who reached their breaking point—who saw no way forward, and took their own life.
I remember a time when Streetsboro felt alive—or at least, it felt full. We had our high school football games, our local haunts, the small-town quirks that made it unique. There was a rhythm to life, even if it was simple.
But time has a way of stealing things right from under you.
First, you watch businesses go. Then, families move on. And before you realize it, your hometown isn’t really your town anymore.
I left home at 21. And after retirement, I left my home state of Ohio and moved to Iowa, where, ironically, I now live in a small town of just 500 people.
Upon visiting, I’ve driven through Streetsboro as an outsider. I see familiar streets, but the faces are different. The houses I once knew have new names on the mailboxes. The places where I spent my childhood barely recognize me anymore.
But still… it’s my little town.
It’s a strange thing—outliving your own hometown.
Or at least, the version of it that made it home.
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Hometowns change, but memories last forever. If you’ve ever looked around and felt like a stranger in the place that once shaped you, you’re not alone. If my words resonate with you, consider supporting my work on Ko-fi. Every bit helps me keep sharing stories that matter. Ko-fi.com/ZZRuss