12/21/2022
When I look back at this year... I realize My life completely changed.
If I began to tell you what I went through this year, I could probably write a book... although you'd know if you'd been following along..
this year has shown me I can't be broken..
that I'm stronger then I look..
that people take my love, dedication, and ability to be fiercely independent and squander it away like it, and I, am nothing...
This year has shown me that the blood running through my veins has never been and will never be thicker then water that's runs through my tap..
That sometimes loving someone and doing everything to be their person isn't enough...
That you can do everything right and still be looked at like the one who gave up..
The one who wouldn't forgive again..the one that refuses to forget repeated actions..
Life has changed beyond my wildest imagination.. like changing from summer to winter over night..
2022 was the year I took back myself..
took back my right and wrong..
took back my ability to be unapologetically me..
I took back my life. My control. My love and my ability to BE loved..
I'm leaving 2022 better then I started. Better for me and my daughter and for this newest little bundle of love.
2022 gave me what I needed to start my next chapter, happier and more loved then the last.