20/11/2025
i was familiar trafficked from the time I was born to 9 years old. and continued to be physically and emotionally ab*sed into silence till I was FINALLY rescued by the state at 14 years old and taken into foster care bc adults continued to report my family till action finally happened! I've spent years upon in therapy relearning how to human. My childhood trauma has given me crippling brain damage and I'll never function "normally" bc of it. my goals in my adult life has been to flood my brain with positive experiences and good memories so maybe one day it will "out weigh" the trauma. this is why I've done so much in my adult life from surfing, traveling the world, touring with musicians, becoming a pro mermaid, buying a motorcycle, equestrian adventures, and so much more. bc Ill spend the rest of my life living those days dreams I would have as a kid while locked in a closet to distract myself from the horror I lived in...those day dreams kept me going in the literal darkest times of my life and living them now keeps me going as an adult. I wish I could go back and hold that little girl I was and tell her all her dreams will come true. she will be saved and everything she ever wanted she will have that's she's not going to unalive in that closet.
