06/25/2025
Having an invisible disability fu***ng sucks. Everyone just thinks you're whiny or "everyone feels like that sometimes" but they don't know the true extent to which your disability hinders you.
Then you ask your job for some accommodations because you developed this disability and you have some dude call you and basically berate you for even asking. So now you feel guilty that you have this disability, a chronic thing that you can't cure. Then they're like "well you've been dealing with this for a long time, why ask now?" and they can't fathom that this invisible thing has gotten worse over time.
For the first time in my life, I'm facing a problem that I can't just force my way through with the power of sheer fu***ng will. My entire world is in shambles and I don't know what to do. My one strength has now become my biggest weakness and I have no idea how to compensate. I don't even know if I can do my job anymore.
I'm lost.
