04/21/2026
Let’s be real here, that’s what this page is all about.
Today I woke up in a funk, first thing I thought was my depression is back, cause depression doesn’t care what day or time it is. I got the kids to school and went home and passed back out till 12. I was worried, unmotivated and lacking energy.
Well good and bad news I got my monthly gift from Mother Nature. I was relieved, I wasn’t going crazy again even though I thought I was.
I sat on the side of my bed for a half hour telling myself “just go to the gym and walk”, “do a light workout”, “stay for only 20 minutes”, “as long as you go your staying consistent.”
So I did, I got up, got an iced coffee, drove the long way to the gym so I could enjoy the coffee. Sat in the parking lot for a few minutes saying a prayer to the Lord to give me strength.
I went inside and got on the treadmill at an incline of 3%, nothing crazy. At a 2.0 walking speed, again nothing crazy. I did that for 20 minutes and actually built up a small sweat, my lower back pain and cramps died down.
Then I did 4 exercises, no plan, I just needed movement. Each exercise I did, I only lifted my warm up weight and that was heavy! It felt good and I actually have some energy even after some time of leaving the gym.
Not everyday is going to be push as hard as you can, some days are for just showing up, staying consistent, and showing yourself you are capable of things you didn’t think you could do. I am more proud of me today than any other day I’ve been in the gym, cause today I pushed myself mentally and that’s just as important as your muscle gains and fat loss.
You are capable of anything. With a little motivation from family members, God, or yourself it goes a long way! Even on your not so good days, there’s always an opportunity to make it a lil bit better.