09/21/2026
I’m going to use this caption as a diary entry. 🤍
Sunday was supposed to be an easy day for me. And weirdly, I found it really hard.
I had every opportunity to do absolutely nothing. To watch something. Read. Meditate. Just chill. And I kept going back and forth between resting and trying to figure out how I could use the time to be productive.
My brain is always thinking and creating. Which I love. But I’ve realized that sometimes the second I have an idea, I turn it into a project. Then the project has to be successful. Then suddenly this little spark of inspiration has a job.
And I don’t want everything I create to need a purpose.
There’s something sacred about making something just because you wanted to make it. No validation, launch, or audience.
I know social media can make it look like I’m just out here working out, filming shows, launching books, creating things, doing all the things.
Internally, I still feel like a novice.
I’m still learning how to balance ambition with rest. How to have ideas without feeling like I need to chase every single one. How to create without turning every creation into a measure of whether I’m doing enough.
And if you relate to that, I see you.
The thing that actually got me out of my slump was very simple. I put on a 2000s baddies playlist and went outside.
I walked a mile and a half to a bike. Rode four miles. Then walked home. I was outside for like an hour and a half just listening to music, smiling, moving, and getting out of my own head.
It was glorious.
Sometimes you do not need to think your way out of a bad mood. Sometimes you need Danity Kane and a bike.
So if you’re feeling stuck, stagnant, or just kind of blah, put on a playlist that makes you want to move and let your body do some of the work.
A bad mood can’t hit a moving target.