10/03/2026
March is a difficult month for me.
I lost my job without warning in March - twice.
Been abandoned and ghosted by the personal and professional networks I had built around me when I needed them.
I learned my lifelong best friend was dying, and the last time I saw him was that month, in March.
I wrote this song nearly 20 years ago, but today it's finally fully realized. The message starts in that dark place, but it doesn't end there. At the end there is a response - a reminder that even when we feel too broken or lost to continue, there is a voice reaching through the noise.
If you're ever felt the weight of inner ashes, I hope this song meets you where you are and reminds you that you aren't alone.
Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/Vb1JhXuzyz0?si=MCqo-K9kasmwLOco
Stream on Spotify and more: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/zhestyr/inner-ashes
|NNΞR.ΛSHΞSI have no words as I start to type | all I have is pain-----------------------------A descent into the wreckage of a mind set up to fail. Written ...
