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28/12/2018

Sometimes i look at myself and be like "surely im created to differ". But knowing death hunts me like a destiny, im ignoring my faith cause im interested in ETERNITY. I worry more what will come out of my absence on my lil brothers life. I give all the glory to the living God and non that i have done should be forgotten.

Sometimes i look at myself and be like “surely im created to differ”. But knowing death hunts me like a destiny, im ignoring my faith cause im interested in ETERNITY. I worry more what …

06/12/2018

Sometimes you loose control over your life because something else is driving you. Learn to be in charge of your own self and lead by ecample. You never know who looks up to you, so you gotta try and be perfect, for perfection is ranked and you gotta be number 1.

Sometimes you loose control over your life because something else is driving you. Learn to be in charge of your own self and lead by ecample. You never know who looks up to you, so you gotta try an…

06/12/2018

My mame is lesego and my surname is chirumbo. I am 22 years old. I live in northen cape in kuruman. I was born in northen cape. I was raised in mpumalanga in ermelo. I finished my grade 12 in 2014 at reggie masuku in ermelo and had started grade 1 in phumula primary in the same town. I studied for grade 8 and 9 in nothern cape in gasebonwe jantjie middle scool in ncwelengwe. I have an N4 electrical trade theory and an N2 boilermaker theory. Copyright©CRecords ®

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06/12/2018

48 I kicked the blankets up And went to the bathroom and grabbed my teeth brush Worked it back forth then I went up and down Before i look myself in the mirror I am done I went to the kitchen On my left was a bread tin On the right was a mug of coffee… [ 444 more words ]

48 I kicked the blankets up And went to the bathroom and grabbed my teeth brush Worked it back forth then I went up and down Before i look myself in the mirror I…

06/12/2018

Makes me sad. I really wish she was still here with me. ;MOM

Makes me sad. I really wish she was still here with me. ;MOM

05/12/2018

Still missin it. Like it or not, i still favour the name LilDx M*f.

Still missin it. Like it or not, i still favour the name LilDx M*f.

05/12/2018

In life, we loose a part of ourselves so to take in a new one. Now the important part is that the part lost has played its part and the new part will only modify and upgrade where the other part played a part.

In life, we loose a part of ourselves so to take in a new one. Now the important part is that the part lost has played its part and the new part will only modify and upgrade where the other part pl…

04/12/2018

To be perfect is one thing we all want to be. But when life has invited problems that cant be solved logically, our physical measures take part and we loose that perfect stage. For whatsoever intended to be solved physically, can never be fixed logically.

To be perfect is one thing we all want to be. But when life has invited problems that cant be solved logically, our physical measures take part and we loose that perfect stage. For whatsoever inten…

13/08/2018

The only time youd cry is when you chopping onions

13/08/2018

This is an emotion, if i leave id miss ya but if i had a gun and took a shot i wont miss ya

05/05/2018

Man are dogs
That's the definition you get whenever you did wrong
So it's all in the blood
They say when we talk all we do is bark
They don't understand our origin where we come from
We're straight creations created by the hands of God
I put peace before the faces of those who love war
We don't entertain cowards who fear to download our songs
My guns are empty I been fighting for production of more geniuses
I decided to take care of Myself
No more teaching the illiterate because all your returns are less than the tax
We survived treasurer looses and bankruptcy
Rap till the Mic chokes cause it had enough
See me Rollin blunts?
Never listen to my bars
Take my hand lift it up ask me to swear my life
I hope to calculate the numbers that don't dominate the system when it has a five
It's not disgusting to steal the problem starts when you take from those who got nothing
Like me cause I like to please YOU
In this world there's no reward because if you die you won't take your money with you
See the things we're through
Temptations we pulled down ourselves with just to rise from the feminist position issues
If I wrote from the perspective of my feelings I would have shown some hallucination
Imperfect to depict between obsession and perfection rose from the depth of my imaginations
I will have to ease myself from thinking because I'm running out of ideas
But I got to keep up with the lap so I think I'll stop by the garage and fill the gas
The pressure to pressing in I can feel the walls coming closer
I locked my soul on the closet and I can't find the key
The sea is my pool cause my swim was like that of a roaster
My body in the calm soil lying in the air inhaling the breeze

10/04/2018

Well you can try throw me another one
I like the fact that you love me
But why your actions saying otherwise?
Because I can't rap like nasty I didn't want to drop you out
Early days are fertile to plough your career with the syllabus
I'm bout to swallow this ball of lies see my throat can handle pride
This matter is microscopic to me I don't see it with my naked eyes
That's how I always wish to see you when I turn off the lamp at night
But behind the dark strange voices imerge I wanna know what they talking bout
Prolly they discussing my future cause they know I wanna turn you into a wife
Full version of myself is never shown I will reveal it after I sadly die

Lower my coffin to the rectangle escarpment
wipe them tears I be living in a better environment
Pain and sorrow will be feelings I won't tolerate
You know one day I'll leave so prepare while the Sun is a day
Spend this moment taking time to digest my involvements
I do wish I can leave you with a kid on your womb man
Can't ignore time is limited we got to act in the circle of the dots
You hid the letter of disappointments under the rug
Hoping to show it to the public when I don't impregnate you with a boy
I try to act civil before my saint colleagues
Behind closed door I'm bottled with love you affection is inevitable
My pretence is running our I won't keep it much burning
Why is this happening to me? I promised with my tongue I'll never derail my foot from the cross