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S b fab's poetry time Poems

03/08/2024

You are my light..

I sometimes wish that you dream about me I hope that God makes you see me in your dreams as I sometimes see you in mine, I have never thought that I was going to meet someone like you since I met you I have met my shining star because you have shined a light on my dark days you have been the strength that I always need whenever I feel weak, I just can't seem to find the right words to use in order to thank God for making me meet you in my lifetime I have came across many people bit non of them have ever made me feel the way you do I am thankful to the parents who gave birth to you they gave me a shining star that knows how to light up my day I am really thankful for the angel that you are to me.

I think about you every time because I know that in you lives an angel that was sent by God to brighten up my life, every time I think of someone who has changed my life it is always you that comes to my mind you always give me strength to face the day ahead of me I am grateful to be able to see you whenever I get a chance to see you I thank God that we cross paths I am really looking forward to seeing you much more I enjoy each and every single moment I spend with you since you light up my day you always there when I need you, it's never been this lovely seeing someone who I don't share blood with but ever since I met you things have been different I am sure that God knew what he was doing when he made us meet each other..

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26/04/2024

The words I never thought I was ever going to say to you I just find it hard to swallow the fact that I ended up using the words I never thought I was going to use towards someone who I held so close to my heart I always felt like you were going to be there watching me grow and I thought I was also going to watch you grow to be a father and a brother to me it hurts to realize that I ended up saying goodbye to you at an early stage of our life, I still wish I knew why it had to be you who goes out of my life I am feeling a hole in my heart that I don't think will ever be filled it is not that I will forget you I will always remember everything we used to share I still have the memories of us enjoying life together I even remember the times we didn't get along those were the times that made me wish to have you in my life and they made me wish to see you much more to be able to get me back on track whenever I get out of line, I remember the music that you used to make you used to touch souls with just opening your mouth I wish I knew why God decided to write your story and make it short that hurt me deep it still feels like everything is not like it should be everything feels so wrong and it feels so messed up life feels so heavy without you ever coming back to try and talk to me and give me an advice on how to try and change the way things are..

26/01/2024

To my little one..

Sometimes I just wish that you would be given more time with me to help you see how much I appreciate having you in my life, You mean the world to me there's no other person that has ever made me happy the way you do each time i think about you I just feel tears feeling up my eyes and my brain gets filled with fear of leaving you without giving you all the love that i wish to give you, I really pray that God blesses you with what you really deserve to receive in life.

I pray for me not to die at an early age before even getting to see you grow I wish to grow old with you near my side I know that there will come a time where i have to love you from a far but i don't wish to see heaven before even seeing you do all the things that you wish to do in life, I am never going to stop you from experiencing things in life i will just be there to watch over you so that whenever you call for me i will be there to show you how much i love having you with me i will just give you every single love that you need from me, i will never be greedy when it comes to giving you the love that you deserve it will mean a lot to me to just be there for you in time of need i will never abandon you whenever you need me it wouldn't be fair to you to not come to you when you are calling for me to come to you i always wish to be fair to you i wish to never hurt your feelings in a bad way it would hurt me too much if I ever hurt your feelings in a bad way.

I always wanna be there to shine a light on you whenever the dark days come knocking on your door i never wanna see you struggling i wish to be your hero that always comes through to save you whenever you need him, I wish for us to make memories that will forever remain on our minds even when we grow old i wish for the both of us to keep on loving each in a way that we never forget to love those who love us i wish to always be there for you teaching you how to love..

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08/11/2023

I wish to curse you and call you names for you have changed me even though you promised to never change me, I wonder why you had to promise me something you knew very well you will never do you changed my heart you turned it inside out i wish that I was able to curse your name for you lied to me and promised me the world knowing very well that you were never going to be able to let me be the ruler of your world. Something you did wrong was make promises that you never kept it occurred to me that I didn't have a future with you all the promises you had made to me you never made them real if you were real with me from the vet go things would have been different between us, I wish you never made me believe things that were never true in you I saw the man that I never wish to father the kids I wish to have in the future your false promises showed me that you would never be there for our kids whenever they need you to be there for them.

07/09/2023

Eyes off.

Sometimes I wonder what we could have been if I never lost my focus on you, I wonder how things would have been between us if I decided to stop wondering around like a lost puppy looking for love that I already found, I don't know why I took my eyes off you then I lost you I wish that I could take a step back but i know that will never be, sometimes I wish I was able to change the past I wish there was a way I could have an opportunity to change what made me take my eyes off you.

It feels strange knowing that you are gone and never coming back home to keep me warm from the cold winter nights since you've been gone I feel my shadow disappearing it feels like when you left you took a part of me with you, through the night I try to make it I try not to cry myself to sleep I try to make my heart accept that the feelings it used to have for you will be written as a story that will never be told, you were the one who gave me strength when I felt weak now days have turned to weeks without you holding me close.

I never imagined that our chapter was going to be good but short I always thought that the writer of the script was going to write a wonderful story about me and you till the day I lost my focus on you the one I always prayed for to the Lord I now regret taking my eyes off you when I did because now you are gone and now I'm drowning in these tears every time I think of the good memories we made together, they haunt me every single time I see the pictures we took together it felt good when it was still real to my heart and mind I now hate the movie that keeps on playing on my mind I wish for it to stop repeating the same thing over and over again I think I now understand that I was never supposed to take my eyes off you.

08/08/2023

I always thought that we had a connection I thought that nothing was ever going to break the bond that we had till things changed I sometimes wish that we could have fought instead of just letting go of everything I sometimes wish that we never gave up too easily, I wish that we could have fought for the memories we made together to stay and not fade away I always prayed for us to never loose each other I used to pray for God to keep you next to me I had hopes of getting old with you I wonder why we just let go that easy why we gave up the battle for our relationship so early.

01/08/2023

Repair.

Sometimes I wonder why you gave up on us that easily I just wonder why was it easy for you to turn your back on everything that we shared together, I wish I knew the reason that made you to even turn your back when you could have given us a chance to sort things out as a couple if I was wrong to you I should have been given a chance to be right for you I still don't get why you decided to take the next step without me I always thought that we were always going to walk through fire together but now I'm feeling the heat it is slowly burning me out of steam. I seem to be loosing my breath each second that I realize that I don't have by my side it really affects me knowing that I won't hear your voice singing like the birds in the morning waking me up with the sweet tune letting me know that it is time to go face with another day it just hard for me now to face another day my heart wont allow me to be happy without you holding my hand.

I always prayed for you to always keep me close and never let me go I just wonder how I ended up all by myself being burnt by this fire, it is a pity for me because I always prayed for him to protect you and give you the strength you need to face another day together with me I just wish that you never took another step without me I have this desire in me that you could never understand the desire of wishing that you could have waited for me to be there with you when you take that step I just wished that you could have alerted me just so I knew your next step. My journey with you was the best till it ended much sooner than I expected I just wish that you could have stayed much longer I don't know why you suddenly left in a hurry I wish you could have slowed down and given us a chance to sort things out I think we needed to do something for ourselves before we ended things the way they did.

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26/07/2023

No topic..

I always thought that we were going to be together for a long time I never imagined our journey being so short, I probably should have known that I didn't deserve you I should have known that you were too good to be mine forever I always prayed that my heart never loose the love that you give to it I always thought that he was listening to my prayers whenever I prayed but I don't blame him for our journey being so short, I'm the one to blame for not sending the right message to him I should have sent the right message to show that I really appreciate everything you do for the heart he gave to me.

I could have practiced a different prayer but I decided to keep up with my prayers for him to make us stay together I just wish that things could have not changed when they did, it pains me to think of the memories we made together it was good to see how much I meant to you didn't think that my heart was going to be left to bleed from the hole you left when you walked out of my life.

18/07/2023

The decision.

I sometimes wish that you could have given us a chance before you decided that we were not going to be good together I just wish that you could have given us a chance to experience how it feels like when we both try to be something together, I just wish that you never made the decision you made all by yourself I just wish that you could have involved me in it other than making it all alone, I try to accept it but the decision you made only benefits only you I never benefited from it because the desire of us being something is still available in my heart it has not gone away it's fire is still burning inside me I just never imagined it will grow to be this big it keeps on growing everyday.

I just pray that we could try to get somewhere other just not going anywhere this kind of way, my mind is driving me crazy now that it keeps on wondering why you made the decision that benefited only you I don't want to accept the decision you made it just does not feel right to me I wish that you could have made a different decision which was going to benefit the both of us and not just only you..

17/07/2023

Every time you told me that you loved me I always believed you just because I thought you meant it, I thought that your heart and mine belonged together I just never thought that I was ever going to loose my heart in the process of everything I have always let my heart speak every single time I i spoke to you I just never thought that it was ever going to loose it's words while trying to comfort your own, I loved it when it still meant something to us I always thought that it was gonna stay that way I just never thought that I was ever going to be a fool in love and end up loosing my heart while trying to love you the way I thought you deserved.

I just never imagined that I was ever going to feel this empty I always imagined being whole after loosing something that has always made me feel whole I never imagined my life in the dark again I always prayed for your light to never fade away I always thought that your light was always going to shine on me I never thought I was ever going to feel this kind of way ever again till the darkness came along again..

06/07/2023

Find me a title.

Sometimes I ask myself questions in which I have no answers to I sometimes find myself wondering about things that matter to me but never seem to matter to you I don't know how it happened that I find myself wondering when will I matter most to you, I wonder if I will ever mean something to you I wonder if you would ever put me first on the list of people who matter most to you I wonder when will my heart ever matter to you I wonder if you ever think about my feelings I wonder when will I seem to care to you.

I know that i have a place in your heart and i know that you always think of me but I just wonder when will my feelings ever seem to matter to you I always ask myself that question of when will you find it in your heart to put me first and make me matter to you and your thoughts, my heart breaks everytime I think of how much love you've showed me without thinking twice. I am thankful for your love I just wish it was going along with me not wondering if my feelings matter to you or not.

08/06/2023

No title..

My mind is filled with you I just can't go through a day without thinking about you, I pray things don't change I wish that they stay this way, you were always there for me whenever I needed you I can't forget how you helped me out of the dark you saved me from my misery, I was lost and you helped me find my way back I wish that I love you for all you have done for me I wish that I would not loose my way again.

I have been having the best days of my life thinking about you everyday I don't wish to stop you from running all over my mind the way that you have been doing, all that I wish for is to stay with you and never leave your side I forever wish to dedicate my love to loving you I just wish that God helps me cherish every moment loving your heart the way it should be loved, I wish to always have thoughts of you in my head I wish for the picture of you that I have in my mind stays forever in my mind.

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