23/07/2023
You know i was about to break my own rules and change the person im becoming due to the loniless that comes from taking the path less taken.
See when people think polygamy their first thought is that I'm a woman who's selfish enough to want more than 1 wife because of his toxic masculinity
Bruh the reality of being single polygamist is actually a bit sad. Due to fear of another woman joining our matrimony in the future, the idea of being in a relationship with some whos ideology and dreams falls along the paths of polygamy is obsurd to the modern day woman.
Bruh it got to a point were i was starting to relapse on old habits, like leading on woman just to fulfil my sexual desires. I even went into a 1 week relationship with a monogamist, but i couldnt even give myself a chance to experience their tlc because they were in a relationship with someone else and not the real me cause i constantly had to hide the real me just to make her happy.
You know what, f**k all that shxt, from now on imma do me. Imma play, sing and dance to my own music alone. Tired of searching for places where they play my music because they dont really love my music, they just love the parts that they can relate to. And again im tired of teaching people my music because they always trying to convince me to change it (Ps. We are not talking about music here)
So from here on out its all bout me and if you cant vibe with that stay the hell away from me and stop trying to edit my script
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