18/07/2025
lately is a different kind of day. a lot of things have been running in my mind nonstop. there's too much to think about and it's getting hard to stand with them at the same time. i know i have control over these thoughts in my head, but they just won't allow me to interfere.
sometimes i wanna cry, like letting the tears out of my freaking eyes to somehow feel light and easy. i wanna have someone to hold me because even my body can't stand the pain of being alone. but i know, afterward, even if i lose sight of counting the stars, i still have to go on and fulfill the promise of my younger self. maybe i am just losing my will on everything now, but i have to find the little hope in me to spark again.
anyways, i know i am not the only one who's feeling this way. i know we all have situations to face, and i only hope for one thing, that is, to survive each day with a braver heart.
